peisweetie02's Datingish

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Sun, 26 Jul 2009 14:26:16 GMT

Wow!!!! It's been a LONG time since i've written here!
But I just re-read my last posting, where I introduced Matt. If anyone would be interested to know, we ended up hanging out a lot more, and became really good friends. I had a massive crush on him, and decided to ask him to my christmas dance :) where he asked me out!!!
We are still together (7 months!!) which has been and still is amazing!

But as great as it's going, I think I've hit a small delema!
Taking it to the next level!! I honestly want to, and I know he does too, but I'm about as green as it gets and he's been around the block a couple of times. And I know that's why I keep holding back, but according to a friend that talked to him (without my permission the little snot!) said that he wants to, but knows how inexperienced I am and doesn't want to hurt me.
Any suggestions for the big chicken here?!

More then jokes?

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 20:53:10 GMT

Oh wow.

So I think i have to agree with singnelise (thanks for blogging!!). I have almost forgotten about this blog But I have quite the update....
I no longer have the "butteryfly" feelings for S. I have come to realise (which took a long time), that things have changed and it was time to move on.
Althought I have moved on from S.
There now is Matt.
I meet him half way through last year, we sorta hung out at the begining of the summer, but then he went away to camp for the rest of the summer.
Now he is back and going to uni. and we have been hanging out a lot more. Now our relationship to begin with was very flirty (jokingly) and now i think i kinda like him.
But when do you know if you can date one of your best guy friends? He knows like everything about me. But should I bother with dropping hints and possibly informing him that i like him? or do I just let it be? And how can you tell if the flirting is more then just horsing around??
oh my.
This seems like something you'd see in a movie or read in a book?

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Thu, 04 Sep 2008 20:24:26 GMT

Well today was my first day back at school, this year now as a senior :)!
How ever I am taking a grade 11 course, and how convient that S is in my class. Better yet, he's sitting beside me. Now these weren't assigned seating, so I don't really know what to do?!
I'm not complaining by any means, just a little confussed.
Like I don't know that I like him anymore, but I'm not sure I'm 100% over him.
I'm just trying to play it cool, but I'm not sure!!!!
Help?!
:)!

Time to move on?

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 11:26:02 GMT

Well I haven't posted in quite a while, but that doesn't mean i'm not reading a bunch of blogs.
And I recently just read a blog posted by bittersweet_syphony and at the end she wrote

"You'll never find the right person if you never let go of the wrong one, right?"

I was an eye opener to me, maybe S and i not working out was a sign that he was obviously not the right guy. Time to move on...I think so.
Now, This all seems so simple written out, could it be?
School starts up again in a little more than a month. What happens if we regain communication and i start to fall for him again? help?

Guy Friends!

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 12:20:03 GMT

I was reading Ms.Frappuccino's latest blog entry titled "Flirting", and it led me to think about the guy friends i have. I think I have many MANY more close guy friends then girls, with a couple of exceptions of my bestfriend who is like a sister to me :)
But I've noticed I get along better with guys, and when i'm being myself, I'm a lot like a guy!!! Now with that said. I can be very girly! and need the gossip sessions and sleepovers!
My question to you is:

Do you have better with friendships with members of the opposite sex?

Lost?

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 00:09:49 GMT

So the short version of my sop story,
I liked this guy lets name him S, So S and i had a thing going on and then school band trip came and we spent a lot of time together.
We held hands, cuddled, etc. and we both knew full well that we liked each other and then all of a sudden i was told by someone that there was no chance of us going out. So i confronted S and he said he was going to be really busy this summer and didn't want to blow me off all the time. So this was all kinda like a slap in the face for me.

So back at school things were kinda akward between us and then it got better i showed up to his rugby games. and we chatted and then things got a little flirty between us again. my hopes got up again. and then ..... summer vacation...haven't seen nor spoken to him since school ended.

So to the point of the subject of this entry.
I feel completely lost without seeing him everyday. he's on my mind..a lot more than i think he should be right now. and i have no way of communicating with him...no phone # , email, facebook, NOTHING. (he has dial-up.)

So i've tried the whole get over him and move on. Attempted that...the guy i was flirty with...he's gone for the summer...7 weeks. And then i meet up with one of his friends at a bonfire...and she said that all S ever did was talk about me and that he really liked me.

And now i'm just fed up with my feelings....normal?

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 11:35:06 GMT

Hi everyone! I'm just getting started on Datingish... Drop me a comment if you've got some ideas on what to do first - or just to say, "Hi!" :-)