Oh wow.

So I think i have to agree with singnelise  (thanks for blogging!!). I have almost forgotten about this blog  But I have quite the update....
I no longer have the "butteryfly" feelings for S. I have come to realise (which took a long time), that things have changed and it was time to move on.
Althought I have moved on from S.
There now is Matt.
I meet him half way through last year, we sorta hung out at the begining of the summer, but then he went away to camp for the rest of the summer.
Now he is back and going to uni. and we have been hanging out a lot more. Now our relationship to begin with was very flirty (jokingly) and now i think i kinda like him.
But when do you know if you can date one of your best guy friends? He knows like everything about me. But should I bother with dropping hints and possibly informing him that i like him? or do I just let it be? And how can you tell if the flirting is more then just horsing around??
oh my.
This seems like something you'd see in a movie or read in a book?

Well I haven't posted in quite a while, but that doesn't mean i'm not reading a bunch of blogs.
And I recently just read a blog posted by bittersweet_syphony and at the end she wrote

"You'll never find the right person if you never let go of the wrong one, right?"

I was an eye opener to me, maybe S and i not working out was a sign that he was obviously not the right guy. Time to move on...I think so.
Now, This all seems so simple written out, could it be?
School starts up again in a little more than a month. What happens if we regain communication and i start to fall for him again? help?